E Minor Pentatonic, how you are abused.

Fail

Why I get a gun? Its cause I’m black….

I’m gonna do it today.  And If all goes right I will become so happy that I might cry, realize that I’m crying and go hide some where until I stop.

Was that your baby?

himynameis:

Ugh. My sister and her boyfriend broke up. Boo hoo hoo. She just won’t stop crying. It’s understandable, but fucking annoying. The first time this happened, she was a sobbing mess, now it’s just ridiculous, she saw it coming and now she thinks she needs to “talk to him” i.e. sob on the phone and sound like a retard.

I’m being insensitive, but she took it for granted, it got taken away, it’s the circle of life. She’ll move on. I just wish it could happen sooner than later.

She had a boyfriend. Past tense.

She did really take it for granted and its not like Mitchell isn’t emotionally affected either.  It was a hard decision but I think its for the best.  A high school relationship doesn’t usually last for a year and a half.  She needs to learn this, which in her defense She never got to experience a relationship that was actually short.

Thats sad…

A really sad realization hit me today.  I texted my friend today to ask what we were doing and if we were gonna hang out today.  He responds back with “Its all gone man”.  He automatically assumed that I wanted to get high which makes me think I smoke too much.  Is once a week two much? Its probably gonna be more this week since I’m off, so maybe like three times this week.

Yeah…

I haven’t talked to her in a few days and I feel odd.  I feel like were drifting apart which sounds out of control because be were not even dating.  I think I’m just overreacting and I need to get a life.

Irony

So a long time ago my friend Mitchell and I made fun of an ex-girlfriend of his because a video of her having a temper tantrum was put on Facebook. So we recorded a video of me imitating it. I thought it was funny, even if it was mean in retrospect.  So now the girl I asked to prom is friends with “ex” and her friends.  They all hate me (except for her I assume) which brings up a mild dilemma.  I could:

A. Apologize to them and try to make things better

B. Don’t and hope it doesn’t affect anything

Now I have no problem apologizing because I honestly do feel kinda bad.  Thing is they really loathe me so I kinda think it would be a waste of time.  I also don’t know how to apologize without looking like a total jackass.  They would probably assume it because she told me to do so.  It would just make every thing so much easier.  I’m also a little pissed because the guy I made the motivational poster previously wrote on his blog about how he doesn’t approve of someone’s relationship.  I assume thats me based on the fact that he hates me and had/has a crush on her.  DRAMA FTW!

FUCK YEA!

SHE SAID YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’m beyond happy. I’ve never felt so good in my life. Ever. Period.

If only…

I’ve been listening to alot of music the past few hours and I’ve noticed something.  I can play guitar as fast as the stuff I listen to for the most part.  However I seem to be lacking in the ability to make amazing note choices in a solo.  Especially when Sweet Child O’Mine came on I felt like im terrible at guitar.  I can play it but I feel that if I were to be the original person to make that solo, it would suck alot more. 
Tomorrow is gonna be a big day and I’m uber excited.

“The war on drugs has been an utter failure. We need to rethink and decriminalize our Marijuana laws.”

—PRESIDENT BARACK OBAMA

Damn, time goes by fast.

So I was talking with my friend the other day and I realized something.  Prom is this year.  Now I’m basically terrible with girls not so much in a sense that I’m akward(at least I don’t think I am but whatever).  I have no problem talking to them,  I just don’t know how to turn it from friendship to a relationship.  Any way my point is  I need to find a date for prom and I have no idea what to do.  I have some one in mind but I get mixed messages on whether or not she would go with me.  I mean we talk and she smiles and hugs me all the time.  But at the same time I just feel like thats just her being friendly not that she likes me or anything.  So I dunno.

Help is needed.

Rada rada rada

So I should probably post more but ya know what I was _________________________

A. Busy

B. Lazy

C. Fighting off tigers which is to epic to include under busy.

So for Christmas I got mad stuff even though I was told that I wouldn’t because were in the middle of a recession….

Ipod Touch- 250$

200 Dollars- I’m not sure…

35 Dollars in gift cards.

Led Zeppelin Hoodie ~20$

Rock Band 2 -50$

Season 3 of House -50$

Cologne ~ 40$

Guitar Stand -20$

Basically I’m kinda spoiled because thats about 665$ if my mental math doen’t suck too much.